Saturday, September 4, 2010

It's September!

I am so excited that Fall is almost here! Today it was nice and cool outside and felt like a Fall day. I love Fall for many reasons. The colors, smells and Halloween. I didn't care much for Halloween since I was little, but having Conner now I get excited to dress him up, and take him to pick out a pumpkin and all that fun stuff. I am excited to be in Ohio for Fall to see the leaves change.

September also marks another month closer to Eric being home. 3 to go. This is the longest deployment ever. Literally. 10 Months is to long without my Husband. I miss him more than words can say. I look forward to homecoming and throwing my arms around him and hearing Conner yell "Daddy!". It'll be simply amazing!

I've been trying to work on myself lately. Be a better person. To not let people get to me as much as I have always allowed them. I've really learned who my real friends are. There's not many. I have reached the point that I just don't care. I only need Eric, Conner and my Family in my life. Nothing else, no one else, matters. That will change. I'll reach a point where I just miss having close girl friends, but it's just not worth the drama, and stress. Women are so damn caddy. It's ridiculous.

Anyway... Eric is doing great. Just really ready to come home. Still in Africa working hard. They are hoping to get the fence done so they can head back to Spain. Conner is doing good also. Growing like crazy, and changing everyday. He's been working on his 2 year molars for a while now, and has one thru the gums. So he's been a bit cranky, but he's doing good. He's gotten more lovable which I LOVE! He's just amazing. When everyone else lets me down, he can make me feel better with one little hug. Just the way his Daddy always has. :)

So my little Family is doing amazing, as amazing as we can without being together.